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The Canticle
Regular:
Sunday, August 10, 2003
- 2:00 PM. South
Cafe, Vero Beach.
Remember to
include in your prayers:
From
the Minister's Desk: Page 2
Quietly with Jesus
This is a beautiful passage of Scripture where
Jesus tells us that we do not need to worry. But, human as we are, everyone
worries. We worry too much, we worry so much that when we enter into that quiet
relationship with Jesus, we cannot concentrate solely in Him. A very beautiful
passage in Psalm 121 (2-5) shows the deep faith of David: "My help comes from
the LORD, the maker of heaven and earth. God will not allow your foot to slip;
your guardian does not sleep. Truly, the guardian of Israel never slumbers nor
sleeps. The LORD is your guardian; the LORD is your shade at your right hand."
Jesus is always there for us! He is always eager
to help us because His love is deeper than we can ever understand until we are
one in Him after this earthly life has passed. We strive to rest in Jesus,
already now in our earthly existence by avoiding (read: not) sinning, and so by
loving God unconditionally. That's not easy but it can be done. If this weren't
the case, heaven would be very empty. Catholics know that there are many souls
in heaven because these souls have interceded for us in prayer. We know the
Blessed Virgin is in heaven. On August 15th, we celebrate the Assumption of the
Blessed Virgin Mary. She is heaven body and soul because she was born without
sin. This is a matter of Catholic dogma. But look at Mary, after the death of
her Son, Jesus, she spent the rest of her years in meditation and contemplation.
Her life offers us a wonderful example of living quietly in Jesus.
So our soul must be awakened and thus we pray to
the Holy Spirit for spiritual enlightenment, so that we may understand these
inner prayer relationships. So that God may lift the veil for us and we may see
His goodness and Grace with the eyes of the soul. May be this would be a good
time to examine the concept of "soul" in the Book of Deuteronomy (6:5):
"Therefore, you shall love the LORD, your God, with all your heart, and with all
your soul, and with all your strength." And in Mat 10:28 (and numerous other
verses in the Gospels), Jesus said: "...do not be afraid of those who kill the
body but cannot kill the soul; rather, be afraid of the one who can destroy both
soul and body in Gehenna." The soul is the inner being of each and every person
where a direct relationship may exist between ourselves and God. For those who
love God, that relationship exists. For those who do not love God, the
relationship from us to God is minimal or none, but God loves us just the same.
He does not love the sin in us, but He loves all of us unconditionally. With the
aid of the Holy Spirit we can understand this relationship easily. And we praise
God for His love!
Saint Francis was good at finding quiet places.
One of many conversations with his brothers comes to mind. One day, St. Francis
called his companions to him in the cell where he was staying and said, "Listen
and give careful attention. I have asked the Lord in his mercy that he deign to
make it clear to me when I am his servant and when I'm not, for I want always to
be found his servant. It was told to me in the Spirit, 'What will you give me if
I make it clear to you what you ask?' And I said, 'Lord, I have given you my
body and my soul; after this I have nothing left to offer you.' The Lord said,
'Such being the case, learn and know that you are truly my servant when you
think what is good, speak what is good, and do what is good.'" (from We were
with St. Francis, a partial English translation of the Legend of the Three
Companions).
Saint Francis had given all he had to God. He had
given God his material possessions by giving those to the poor. He had given his
body to God by renouncing the flesh. There are many people, even today, who give
what they have to the poor and live in total obedience, poverty and chastity.
Generally, those are people who live in monasteries and convents. That's why the
prayer offered by those good people is in such high demand by bishops of the
dioceses that have Monastic Orders, as well as Houses of the Poor Clares.
So "Quietly in Jesus" becomes a motto, a constant
search for the inner life that sustains us in whatever we do for Him. As
Franciscans, but certainly anyone, we strive to go to Holy Mass daily, and to
receive Jesus in our heart and soul in Holy Communion. We pray the Liturgy of
the Hours, or similar daily prayers, thus joining the clergy, religious and
members of lay institutes (such as SFO) and many others in the unity of the
prayers of the Church, whether these prayers are said in common or by ourselves.
This motto of seeking a quiet time with Jesus becomes reality when we open our
souls to God as His servant, in humility. This inner life of the soul will begin
slowly, there will be periods of suffering. There is suffering for anyone in
love because to be in love it is necessary to give up a little of our selves.
Marriage is a lifestyle of compromise... and seeking an inner life is a life of
self-giving. St. John of the Cross refers to this period of suffering as "the
dark night of the soul." This 'night' can indeed be very dark. It can shake
one's spirituality to its roots. It is also a time of instability and
temptation, because when one is weak through suffering, the devil gets into
action. But once past that point (length of this suffering time can be short or
long. For some it takes a lifetime), a blissful time arrives.
In this blissful time we come to exercise our
inner life with Jesus in a wonderful way. We can steer meditation through
praying about a specific topic, but contemplation is a gift, a Gift of God. When
God allows you to have a contemplative relationship with Him, oftentimes we are
not aware of this. But we know that we're close friends with Jesus. We live
quietly with Jesus, in His shadow.
How I long for this inner life to blossom. Yet it
would give me far more joy if I could be instrumental to introduce another
person to that inner life with Jesus. That is why I am writing more frequently
about this closeness to Jesus which I've felt as a monk, and continue to feel to
this day, when I am back in Vero Beach, living where my vocation began as a
Secular Franciscan. But while I was a monk, in the quiet of the monastic
setting, Jesus showed me what His love should mean to me. He healed me from a
poor attitude to people whom I did not even know. He healed me from certain
temptations of the flesh. He healed me and took me to His heart. I will never
again let Him go. I love you Jesus, with all my heart, and I love my sisters and
brothers as you have commanded. Amen.
Fred Schaeffer, SFO
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